Mental Health update: Probably my last post

Hi,

It has been a while since I last posted an update about how I have been doing myself. With my birthday coming up on March 29th, upcoming Saturday whenever I write this, I think I owe those who read my blog still a little update.

To start off with, I'm still jobless. Still hunting, but no luck. So, sadly it seems like my support network is falling apart. My psychiatrist has just started to ignore me after running out of ideas. My psychologist is out of ideas too. In terms of my homelab, since I lost my job I now have little to no homelab left. No money for it. I can't run my enterprise servers at home, too much noise and I can't re-use anything either as far as I know.

For something quieter, I just don't have the money. I've heard great things about the MS-01, but those are like 800-900 euros and for a lab you need multiple of them. Especially with VCF.

I'm bored out of my mind every single day, this makes for very long days. With my average day feeling like a three out of ten, I no longer feel up for trying to find a job, or even trying in general. I know this isn't the update anyone wanted. But such is life.

I probably won't make it to my birthday, but I can assure you my blog will stay up until my AWS credits run out. Since it is hosted on S3, it should last a while.

Thanks for reading, and goodbye,

Michelle